Sunday, March 3, 2013

يا ويل خل على حبيبه نكبر و ارتفع راسه

Saturday, March 2, 2013


وكيف أهرب منه إنه قدري
هل يملك النهر تغييراً لمجراه

أحبه .. لست أدري ما أحب به
حتى خطاياه ما عادت خطاياه

الحب في الأرض بعض من تخيلنا
لو لم نجده عليها لإخترعناه

ماذا أقول له لو جاء يسألني
إن كنت أهواه فأني
ألــــــف أهــــواه..

i feel like the happiest person one arth 
just to hear me too form u 
jst to see ur eyes
jst to see u jealouse on me 
jst to see ur teeth ur cuteness
ur sexiness
jst to feel this vibe to wna jump on u 
jst to feel this desire to wna kiss u 
w feel it from u 
and i feel the sadness of the world deep inside
till i get u back to my arms
safe and soun
happy and fullfilled
rested with dignity
and with the great image of me
i love you 
i miss u 
and im sorry l ayoum el dein 
إني أحبكَ حد التعب 
كيف أمحوكَ من ذاكرتي
أعد إليّ أنا 
كي أستريح قليلاً
فأعود
أحبكَ من جديد

Friday, March 1, 2013



Badal adam w 7awa say BuBu w TuTTi


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I have an idea of a painting .. i keep seeing t n my head w see us in it .. i wna find a vood painter w draw t .. and maybe one day .. f u evr wanted to see me .,f u evr found a place for us to continue this .. f u evr knew eno 7obna ktir akbr w ill nvr give up..
Maybe then id show t to u..w explain t .. w ud hang t n our place..
But i need to read about oil painting w others to know which type i want the painting to be .. 




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Khayef adal ahky a whatsapp tekrahyny w block me again w ana ma sada2t sort 3m banit zy el mjnoneh u unblocked me ..





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T3mytak sushi ktir..Al3ab fyk w at3myk al3b w at3myk..zy e7em w at3myk sort of :$ ..sort nase7 ba3dyn a3tytak potion fat burner sort n7yf ..bedy arja3 ata3myk..


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Yanallah rana ..
Ya allah sho ba7ebek..w sho 3omry ma7kom b basemtek w de7ektek w kelmeh mennek
Ya allah sho eno sakneh b dlo3y w b kol et3a menny..
3m bajen w almesek w ashofek w atnafasek 3m bajen




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I woke up showered w prayed w read quraan ..
Then nashart dora w 7atyt ma7ala..
W had nescafe..elyoum dawwek mbayen shwy..
Enty shamsy w ro7y..
W bedonek ana jad bamot..
Allah yrjae3ly el ghalyeh 3a alby
W ye7myly yaha w enkon sawa kol eshy we want
Bamot fyha ya rab bamot fyha fa yaser amry elha w e7fazha eky ya rab 
Ya allah kif u smiled embare7..w kif u slept zy el baby..




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I miss how u smiled embare7 when i said u scred me .. god kif lahaf alby .. wnat men ma7alo .. kif 7asyt 7aly as3ad 7ada bl kon la la7za.. w kif mlkt
M reminising like i spent a life with u embare7




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Rana..seeing u berodelly el ro7 b jesmy ..
It gives me a breathe to nourish every bjt in me to want u more..
It gave me a push to nvr let go of u fr ever..
Thank u rana ..thank u for pressuring urself..thank u fr letting t happen tho u felt  u shldnt..thnk u fr being who u r ..the amazing person who i nvr wna let go off.
Rana ana jad ba7ebek ktir..ktir..w ana jad mestanyky w mesh emba3ed 3annek..
Lw bt3tyny nsret 7ob ana 2ablan a3yshlek daher b snyno..bs kony ely w erja3y la 7abybek ansab bel 3ama f ths evr happens again..
I miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u mot..w meshta2lek bejnon w ad el denya..
Ya ro7 alby w 3omry enty..
Erja3y la alby..w ermy 7alek fyh..eshta2lek bejnon




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U slept w khayef f i ddnt call u teb3edy aktr! Esh a3nel esh!!!
Tell me .. What it is ?
What it is tht makes u forget me all day w forget ur blog w then at night ur nt bk bs want skype jst coz m sick ..
Sho y3ny e7kyly
M drowned n my tears !
Mesh ader 3a bo3dek anymore khls m collapsing nfrnt f evryone
Rh ajen
Bedek a2bal shafa2a! :'(
Makhno2 rana r7 ajen
I feel u moved on w i see t w i
Im lost
I jst want u ya allah

Re:

Ya allah .. Ya allah .. Youm kamel m shofty el blg w youm kmel nasytyny 
3m tensy w ely be7eb jad ma b3omro yensa
Ataltyny ataltyny w shelty alby mn dlo3y :' 

On 1 Mar 2013, at 01:45 AM, Rana ElHaber <elhaber.rana@gmail.com> wrote:

ill go inside to sleep thn.. 
tc n gn..

On Fri, Mar 1, 2013 at 12:43 AM, <forever.inwu@gmail.com> wrote:
Ma bedy shafa2a .. Bedy skype la albek w 7obek .. Bedy terja3y la alby rana .. Bedy tdomyny w te7donyny .. Bedy yaky rana .. 
I dnt knw hw to nything
I dnt knw rna i dnt knw r7 ajen makhno2 rana bedy yaky 
Bedy yaky :'

On 1 Mar 2013, at 01:38 AM, Rana ElHaber <elhaber.rana@gmail.com> wrote:

ill sleep on skype if u want. im not bk. just coz ur sick. n if u want to, dnt open ur cam. let me knw.

On Fri, Mar 1, 2013 at 12:33 AM, <forever.inwu@gmail.com> wrote:
Rana i want u back .. I want my life back .. My soul .. My heart beat .. Rana ur sending me now t means u ddnt see the blog till now .. Rana ana r7 amot bedonek w am tetnasyny w ana jad ktir bedy yaky w ktir asef erja3yly .. W ya rab akhsar kol hada w kol eshy eza betkarar ay ehy similar to this .. Rana ana ta3ban bedy hodnek erja3yly ran erja3yly 

On 1 Mar 2013, at 01:22 AM, Rana ElHaber <elhaber.rana@gmail.com> wrote:

i hope you get well soon

On Fri, Mar 1, 2013 at 12:10 AM, forever Inwu <forever.inwu@gmail.com> wrote:
As fr the signs i checked everyone around they describe perfectly w describe u .. anyway .. u dnt love me rana u dnt and ts killing me .. im not ok la health wise wla psychologically wla in life wla mind wise wla eshy .. er7amyny




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Rana ElHaber <elhaber.rana@gmail.com> wrote:
those chinese zodiac are stupid and i am not what they say about the rooster. below is an example of how contradicting they are

Challenges of a Dragon-Rooster love match

However the couple will also need to make efforts to negotiate a few rough patches in their relationship. Among the foremost of these is the Dragon's huge ego which makes him rather bossy and controlling in a relationship. While on the whole, the Rooster does not mind taking orders but at the same time, he/she cannot tolerate any flaws and faults. The Rooster is well known for being a perfectionist and just like he/she is capable of putting in the optimum effort into any project, he/she expects others to do likewise. This desire for perfectionism has the unfortunate consequence of making the Rooster rather critical of their fellow humans. And among all the signs which are least likely to take this fault-finding in a constructive way is the Dragon. Thus in order for peace to reign in the relationship, the Rooster will have to tone down their penchant for criticism while the Dragon will need to understand that their way is not always the best way.


as for your bd gift ayah. i really cannot get how u seriously expect me to come. no im not coming. and no im not getting you any gifts walla. 




Tkw t hnd and guide me
Tke my apology an forgive me
Take my soul and breathe in me
Mke me alive and hve gaith in me
Ana meshta2 la kol et3a fiky w meshta2 la kol kelmeh btetla3 mennek rana ana dayeb fiky w aliky rh ajen .. Rana kif hal ad .. Kif heik poof gone everything .. I knw ull say ana w ana w ana w all blame me bs had 7ob .. 7ob ua makhlo2a .. Ataltyny b jafaky.. Mafy eshy bedonek .. Wla fee hayat wla fee eshy .. M jst a body with a dead soul
W
Weinek 3anny .. Wein 7odnek yoghmorny .. Ma ely ghyrek
Lets et our life back on track .. U slipped w b3dty .. Khalina nerja3 la mosta2balna w a7lamna t3ebet rana w mesh nasyky w time will heal shit la2n i truely loved u w u said u did too kif adreh a hal ad jafa w asweh .. Ma t2oly ana .. Ma t2y etghyrty ehna ely beyna albr men ay eshy .. Rana erja3y la 7abebek .. R7 ymot bedo hodnek .. Mahan allah enough khan2a rh te2tolny w enty am tetnasyny w tensy ..esh enough elna 10 days a hal 7al maro k2n 10 snin alay .. Rh ajen w khabatet 7ytan w icnt find u .. W ur going aftr anything bt me .. Rana ana .. Ana jad ba7ebek .. Wallah ba7ebek walla :'

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Rana i want u back .. I want my life back .. My soul .. My heart beat .. Rana ur sending me now t means u ddnt see the blog till now .. Rana ana r7 amot bedonek w am tetnasyny w ana jad ktir bedy yaky w ktir asef erja3yly .. W ya rab akhsar kol hada w kol eshy eza betkarar ay ehy similar to this .. Rana ana ta3ban bedy hodnek erja3yly ran erja3yly 

On 1 Mar 2013, at 01:22 AM, Rana ElHaber <elhaber.rana@gmail.com> wrote:

i hope you get well soon

On Fri, Mar 1, 2013 at 12:10 AM, forever Inwu <forever.inwu@gmail.com> wrote:
As fr the signs i checked everyone around they describe perfectly w describe u .. anyway .. u dnt love me rana u dnt and ts killing me .. im not ok la health wise wla psychologically wla in life wla mind wise wla eshy .. er7amyny




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Rana ElHaber <elhaber.rana@gmail.com> wrote:
those chinese zodiac are stupid and i am not what they say about the rooster. below is an example of how contradicting they are

Challenges of a Dragon-Rooster love match

However the couple will also need to make efforts to negotiate a few rough patches in their relationship. Among the foremost of these is the Dragon's huge ego which makes him rather bossy and controlling in a relationship. While on the whole, the Rooster does not mind taking orders but at the same time, he/she cannot tolerate any flaws and faults. The Rooster is well known for being a perfectionist and just like he/she is capable of putting in the optimum effort into any project, he/she expects others to do likewise. This desire for perfectionism has the unfortunate consequence of making the Rooster rather critical of their fellow humans. And among all the signs which are least likely to take this fault-finding in a constructive way is the Dragon. Thus in order for peace to reign in the relationship, the Rooster will have to tone down their penchant for criticism while the Dragon will need to understand that their way is not always the best way.


as for your bd gift ayah. i really cannot get how u seriously expect me to come. no im not coming. and no im not getting you any gifts walla. 


W hay n the same website tanashtyna 

But then if they agree to let their differences complement rather than undermine each other in a relationship, there is every possibility it being a happy and lasting union.

Thats what ur letting go of




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Ro7ty ftshty 3a match te3jeb r2yek feyye..check other..w i knw abt my birthday .. rana ana el denya mswdeh b 3youny 7ases r7 amot..makhno2 w mareed w 7ases hmom el denya rekbatny rana..enough rana enough




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Rana ElHaber wrote:
those chinese zodiac are stupid and i am not what they say about the rooster. below is an example of how contradicting they are

Challenges of a Dragon-Rooster love match

However the couple will also need to make efforts to negotiate a few rough patches in their relationship. Among the foremost of these is the Dragon's huge ego which makes him rather bossy and controlling in a relationship. While on the whole, the Rooster does not mind taking orders but at the same time, he/she cannot tolerate any flaws and faults. The Rooster is well known for being a perfectionist and just like he/she is capable of putting in the optimum effort into any project, he/she expects others to do likewise. This desire for perfectionism has the unfortunate consequence of making the Rooster rather critical of their fellow humans. And among all the signs which are least likely to take this fault-finding in a constructive way is the Dragon. Thus in order for peace to reign in the relationship, the Rooster will have to tone down their penchant for criticism while the Dragon will need to understand that their way is not always the best way.


as for your bd gift ayah. i really cannot get how u seriously expect me to come. no im not coming. and no im not getting you any gifts walla. 





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U knw .. on ur birthday i gave u two gifts .. broughtu hr and went thr ..wish ud give me bk one ..bs i doubt u even chk the blog to evn do tht ..w akid kbireh alik..bs anyway ..i know enha sa3beh .. w aslan ay 3yd w enta mesh m3y .. i love u so much ..w i miss u like hell t kills me rana hw far u r .. w hw i..became like a stranger to u .. w hw u turned to ths senseless shakhes..mesh shayef menny ghyr eshy wa7ed ..its so true..no mtr hw good u r do one mistake w ull  b nothing ..
Makhno2 w el denya ad el netfeh b 3youny w enty mlheye b hayatek .. w 3m betro7y w teijy w k2n ma kan fee ever hada b hayatek .. r7 ajen w anjelet b ma7aly
Enough rana enough .. erja3y




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Mkhno2..mkhno2 b ouwe .. 7ases r7 amot .. w ma konty terja3y :'




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Thursday, February 28, 2013

Kol youm w kol leileh k2no hala2 trkty r7 yetla3 alby mn m7alo




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Eshta2telek ktir..



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Imagine me singing this to u..
Najwa karam .. 7atta b a7lamak



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Our compatibility




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Our chinese zodiacs

Me..dragon

The key to the Dragon personality is that Dragons are the free spirits of the Zodiac. Conformation is a Dragon's curse. Rules and regulations are made for other people. Restrictions blow out the creative spark that is ready to flame into life. Dragons must be free and uninhibited. The Dragon is a beautiful creature, colorful and flamboyant. An extroverted bundle of energy, gifted and utterly irrepressible, everything Dragons do is on a grand scale - big ideas, ornate gestures, extreme ambitions. However, this behavior is natural and isn't meant for show. Because they are confident, fearless in the face of challenge, they are almost inevitably successful. Dragons usually make it to the top. However, Dragon people be aware of their natures. Too much enthusiasm can leave them tired and unfulfilled. Even though they are willing to aid when necessary, their pride can often impede them from accepting the same kind of help from others. Dragons' generous personalities give them the ability to attract friends, but they can be rather solitary people at heart. A Dragon's self-sufficiency can mean that he or she has no need for close bonds with other people.
Earth Dragons make great managers because they are practical, levelheaded and demonstrate a knack for organizing. They still have the need to dictate and be admired, but they are affable, congenial and supportive. Compared to other Dragons, Earth Dragons are less likely to breathe fire at the least irritation. They will work diligently to complete their life goals. The Earth element adds a greater portion of self-control to the Dragon's personality and usually the Earth Dragon is deserving of the respect he or she desires. These Dragons take their life and romantic responsibilities quite seriously.


You..rooster

Roosters are very loyal individuals. They do not like dishonesty or mockery of any sort. They are blunt, up front and honest people and expect those around them to be the same. Roosters are happiest when they are surrounded by others, at a party or just a social gathering. They even enjoy the spotlight and will exhibit their charisma and wit in a minute. This star quality can be overbearing, for a Rooster expects you to listen to him while he speaks and can become agitated if you don't. Roosters do have a tendency to brag about themselves and their achievements and demand an attentive audience when doing so.
Metal Roosters can come off as arrogant and stuck up at times. They need a cushion for that overextended ego and someone to make sure it stays inflated. They are reasonable people who seem to analyze every decision they make and every situation they find themselves in. They are standoffish at times and can let their aggression get in the way of a blossoming friendship or romance. These Roosters should take a breather from their egos long enough to really enjoy what they have to offer.







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Na2ezny alby aliky.. w meshta2lak mot .. broken hearted




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Weinek 3anny..





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I jst got out f ash3ara like tht time tetzakar .. I wish to hug u :'
Mareed :(

حبيبي ما تروحش بعيد يا حبيبي
انا عايزك جمبي حبيبي
قرب من قلبي حبيبي 
قربلي انااي
ليالي انا عشت معاك بخيالي ..
تعالي رنا





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Mareed
Ta3al domny m cold w ta3ban w dablan
Ta3al 7ebny mareed tutti w sokhon
W heik bedo 3abotak w albak w 7obak
I keep lsning to ayyam fr viviane mrad i told u abt t before i dnt knw f ur still checking aslan .. Bt i miss u so rana .. I miss u so much .. Life is dull and boring and black .. And i have no clue abt a thing without u .. I dnt knw enty kif 3aysheh .. Im qishing fr u evry sec .. Every sec .. Ba3sha2ek rana w rh amot w ma konty teijy w trfa3yny mn el ard .. Rh ajen aliky .. W 7azeen w mareed w akel hawa :'
sa7y mareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddd.
mareed tutti mareed :-' ( 
had barboor meash tear 
i hope u smiled .. 
Sabahak habeeby ..
Meshta2lak..

7abeeby..7abeeby..7abeeby..7abeeby..7abeebyy..bamot fik w eshta2telak ya ghaly..w jafak w hajrak dabe7ny w m3zebly alby ya ro7y w anfasy w da2et alby..




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في قلبي امرأة سحرها لا ينتهي
حبها لا يقدر بثمن
غاليتي هي غاليتي..





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Skype :' a dying hope again..




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Wednesday, February 27, 2013

U knw ..
Ba7ebek w saying ur name mkes me tke a deep breathe .. This type of breathe u feel t going through ur vains mking t live fr a second u feel the blood running n ur body nourishing with ur name ..
Ba7ebek ad el denya .. 7abeeby ..
ايسار - خليل ابو عبيد 
I feel t mot
هل عندك شك انك عمري و حياتي 
و باني من عينيك سرقت النار
و قمت بأكبر ثوراتي..

I miss u ktir



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D3yf .. D3yf ktir b ghyabek
Ma ba7es eny 3ayesh ghyr ma3ek ..
Alby benadyky .. 3youny btfatesh aliky ..
Eidy btelhaf la lamestek ..
Bedek tjanenyny ..
Eshta2tellak ..
كرامتك هي لي كثمرة على شجرة
ينظر اليها الناس و يطمعون الوصول اليها
لا استطيع ان اهمل بها كي لا تسقط من الشجرة
لذلك أعتني بها .. و اسقيها تواضعي..و هواؤها عزة نفسي..
Asef law baz3ejek ..
Bs bedy azkrek .. Eno .. Ana mestaneeky ..

:* to ur sweet hand and fingers wahed wahed ..



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U think one day ud see me w feel nothing?
U think one day ur gna b with someone msln w amor men odamek w albek ma ynot 3alay .. or msln eidy telmes eidek or t7esy b nafasy w ma tetnahady .. 
Ana albek w ro7ek w lahfetek..w lw 32lek bedo yekzeb 3a 7alo w yetnasa..ana rana alby w albek beyny w beyno w3ood .. e7na fee beyna eshy ma benwesef .. eshy 3l2ny fiky lal abad w had mesh ghoroor.. had tsdy2 eno 7obna eshy ktir kbir .. eshy mawsoo2 fyh eshy m2addar w 7a2ee2y ..
Law sho ma sar e7na m2adaryn .. mkhlo2yn men ba3ed w la nekhle2 menna banat 7ewleen .. adarna maktob w m2adar .. ba3raf za3laneh ..ba3ref m2hora w 7asseh albek dablan .. bs u know wrdet el 7ob eza 7a2e2eyeh ma btedbal w ana 3m brwyha b ekhlas ..w b wafa w b t2dyr w e7teram w metmasek fyha ktir .. bs bakhaf ashed ktir a2tolha w atrokha shwy t2om tekbar bedony ..
Ad ma olty ma bedek yany .. ad ma olty ma bt7ebyny .. ana skotek bafhamo w sotek befta7ly kol eshy ..ana enty w ana bamot fiky w mesh ader ever atkhyel b lahza a3ysh 3omry bedonek ..
Ana mesh maghroor..ana majnon 7ob .. mjnon b 7ob sade2..majnon fiky w majnon b 7obbek ely w 7mlto w 7lemet fyh yewsal la akher el 7dod w men honak nabe3 kol eshy b7kee ..
Majnon the most special woman to me .. who i fell for w drowned in .. 
I just wish shed b .. who i always  imagined her to be .. and our love would b to her how i saw t always .. and shed fall bk n my arms .. and have faith in me the ways shes supposed to tht i will b everything she want me to be w lw i wsnt allah y3azebny b ashad ma 3endo la2n wa2ta bakon 2adary nafakhto men beyn eday like a powder w did aghba eshy bel 3alam ..
Ana jad endy faith behez jbal b 7obna w fyna .. 
W mesh mtkhly an aghla ensan b hayaty ..





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Im confused..
A bit i hear people talking about pride w being clingy w people hating people who stick
W i am sticking
Another bit i see a movie on tv abt a guy who never forgot his true love w a woman whonaftr 5 yrs still wears something from him and i see its us..
Another bit i see how love s described online that its when one woman tkes over u and u see no one else n this world she steals u frm everything w evryone..and i know its how i feel..
Another bit i see yasmeens love w how bad shes hurting over my bro whons not feeling her w i see u w me now..
Another bit i hear a song tlking abt ta7addy el 3alam w i see how we were doin tht ..
Im hitting walls missing u w wanting u ..




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I keep thinking hw u said tke a break and rethink evrything
I know wht u want me to rethink
Is it my freedom or u
Is it tht i got used to u or i truely love u
Is it truely ur my last or momken guy
U told me all ur doubts
But i know rana q alby ma bekhon ana ely tlat snyn myet al ard ely btemshy aliha
W ely tlat snyn am bahareb el denya ma3ek la akon ma3ek enty w i think lama kan fee runaway ma kan fee freedom
Ely three yes sacrificing evrythjng fr u coz i love u
I know f u rly nvr came bk i wont b with a guy nor a girl ba eno specifically nt a guy coz i cn whenever bt choose nt to
I know nothing means anything without u and i knoq u hvnt chnged
I know 7obna kbir w ts why metmasek fyh la2n i know betkhata kol eshy
Ana eshta2tellek ktir ..
I wna marry u rana .. Now ..
We have alot to look for lots tht will erase t his and we shared alot tht beghfer eno enmare2 eshya beyna
Ktir ba7ebek w nefsy la albek trj3yny
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To ur sunshining eyes
Alby 3m bewaje3ny men jowa eshy bezyd bel lahza .. Ktir eshta2tellek
Dobb tiz m3afen tarekny :'
N my head ur with me with evry step ..
W ka2en el wa2t f bo3dek wa2ef ma byemshysh ..
W ka2enek konty ma3aya b3edty w b3dtyysh..
Ba7ebk .. Wa7shtynt
They say true love comes once n a lifetime .. How can i give up on something beijy once n a life time w lose hope on eshy m sure m2adarly
Eshta2telel w ba7ebek mot
Enty 3omry.. Meshta2lek ro7y
Raj3yly yaha plz
Ur my desert rose .. And i die with ur sweet intoxication of love ..
Ba7ebek
I wna drive and drive and drive and nvr stop till i gt to ur feet and kiss u
Eshta2telek mot .. Kolyoum fil kbir .. Plz ba3dee
i love you ..
Eshta2telek ktir ..

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

khalas .. ro7y 3m tetla3 menny
ma7ro2 w lahyb aswetek wel3an feye w 7are2ny w atelny
r7 amot w enty mesh 7asseh malheye b hay w hadyk w plan hon w honak 
mesh 7aram aliky tlat snyn yro7o metl el 
metel esh i dnt knw 
khalas er7amyny .. kif 7ada be2sa heik w howe be7eb mot .. 
7ases sakakeen btkhazwez b alby sob7 w masa 
7ases anfasy ya dob bakhodha bedonek .. 3m te2tolyny .. 
allah beghfer w besmae7 w enty jabarotek w ghrorek w 3endek w tkaborek wein 7dodo 
wein 7dodek wein .. 
fahem karamtek .. fahem wallah fahem .. bs ana radyt leh enty mesh fahmeh 3m te2toly 7ob snyn 
3m te2toly 7ob wajah el donya .. wajah ktir .. aghany btel3ab 3a e7sasy ayya eshy 3m bekhlyny arka3 3a rokaby abky aliky 
ay eshy 3m behezny b ma7aly 3ayesh denya m3atmeh .. m3atmeh ktir .. w kont mfker bt7ebyny jad .. mfker albek besmae7 zy ma sama7tek .. 
ba3ref mara2tyly ktir .. bs had future w 7ob kif adreh tkhatetty la oddam bedony .. ma t2oly wsltek la hon w te7re2yny b zyadeh .. 
ma 7ad be7eb bewsal la hon w u tell me ana ma ba7ebek .. es2aly 7alek .. 3omry etmasaket fiky heik .. 3omry da3aset 3a kol eshy w kan hammy rjo3ek .. 
enty mesh et3a menny enty sorty ana w bo3dek 3any dabe7ny w tarekny 3m banzef rana . 3m banzef w enty weinek tdomyny like u always .. 
mesh 3m tro7y men baly la7za .. w malhof aliky kol sanyeh .. ktir rana 2syty ktir .. ktir .. ktir ktir .. 
3m te7komy 3ala alby el e3dam .. hay tlat snyn w plans w fights w everything .. w bentehy ana blocked w marmy .. mesh adreh t7eny la7za .. 
kif 7ob tlat snyn ma 3m beghfer la eshy sar ka raddet fe3el .. had 7obna .. had e7na .. had ayah w rana .. bubu w tutti .. had asad w taygoor .. 
hadol jowana w juliet .. had mosta2bal w 3yleh .. had 7ob snyn lal abad .. had kabar sawar .. kif .. kif adreh tshofy 7alek m3 ghyry .. kif adreh tshofy 7ayat ana mesh fyha .. 
ma 7ad bewasel 7abibo la hon .. ma 7ad law sho ma sar had 7ob kbir .. w specially eno radyt w especially eny da3es 3a karamty too w metmassek fiky .. 
u know enty zy esh .. enty zy ibrahim .. 3antar 3a shereen 7ob 7ayato .. w dalat terkod wara .. w tetraja yerja3elha w ysame7a .. w then .. bs se7y 3a 7obhom .. l2at btl fee aman 3a 7ada b asweto w hajro .. er7amyny .. ma ely ghyrek .. w bo3dek atelny 7abeeby atelny .. :" .. enough ! .. i beg u .. 

أمشي وأضحك يا رنا ..
مكابــــــــــــــــرةً ..
علٌي أخبي عن الناس إحتضاراتي ..
لا الناس تعرفُ ما أمري فتعذرني ..
ولا سبيل لديهم في مواساااتي .
Ely bedek yah jst come back .. Jst cme bk rh amot
Ta3ban .. W enta a3ed 3ayesh hayatak k2n zbaleh kanet m3ak three yrs w kabyta w khleset .. Rh amoot w enta takhod hr deep breathes b3id 3nny .. Mesh m32ol sho fiky asweh ma btefhm.w ghader la w3ood w mosta2bal .. Eza banatwk ghdrty fyhom q enhom yenwejdo .. W ma bedek azkorhom la tensyhom .. Ktir heik
I cried w slept !!!!
W BA3DYYYN RANA W BA3DYYNNN :@@@@@@ AM TETNASYNY. W TENSYNY LA MIN .. BEKAFFY 3AZAB BEKFY ERJA3Y .. Leh TWAJ3y albek w alby :'
ربي اني احببت عبدا من عبادك..فيسر لطاعتك و احفظه لي و اجعله رفيقي في الدنيا و الآخرة..
If you ever leave me, baby, 
Leave some morphine at my door 
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication 
To realize what we used to have, 
We don't have it anymore. 

There's no religion that could save me 
No matter how long my knees are on the floor 
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin' 
Will keep you by my side 
And keep you from walkin' out the door. 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
If I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
If I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds 
My eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain 

I'll never be your mother's favorite 
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye 
Oooo if I was in their shoes, I'd be doin' the same thing 
Sayin' there goes my little girl 
Walkin' with that troublesome guy 

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand 
Oooo but little darlin' watch me change their minds 
Yea for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try 
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 
If that'll make you mine 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
If I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
If I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds 
My eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain 

Oh don't just say, goodbye 
Don't just say, goodbye 
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 
If that'll make it right 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
If I lose you, baby 
And there'll be no clear skies 
If I lose you, baby 
And just like the clouds 
My eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

Laid in bed thinking ..
I cant stop replaying n my head how u danced w kept turning ur fface to the right .. W me drowning n ur hair thats touching my fce w ur perfume smell thats making melt..the feel of my hands on ur waist .. And the temprature of my body rising w my desire firing up..w how u turn bk to me w get ur face closer .. Lips touching bt nt kissing me..i try to kiss bs u pull back w tease .. W look awy with ur perfect profile w perfect curves ..i gt teased hw ur teasing me i put my hands around ur neck then slowly let my nails go downwarss on t to ur chest i gt ur full attention and i strt dancing back giving ur hump touches f my body .. Making u drown in me pull u to me make u smell the red apple but not taste t ..
I love and miss u
والله واحشني موت خاف بعدك اموت 
قلبي لومن حديد ذاب وانته بعيد
لو خسرتك حبيبي شلون احب من جديد 
وين القا وفا او احس بدفا 
ظلمه بعدك حياتي كل شي بيها اختفى
روحييمك حبيبي وبيدك اتمنى اموت 
والله واحشني موت خاف بعدك اموت
وينه ذاك الحنان يعني معقوله هان
ماخدعنا بعضنا الزمن بينا خان 
وينك انت وجيك واغفه ما بين اديك
لو شفتني حبيبي حالي يصعب عليك
خاف ابكي ودموعي بيها اغرق واموت
والله واحشني موت خاف بعدك اموت
ليلي بعدك طويل على البعد مالي حيل
تدري شوقي اللي بيه ينتهي مستحيل
شسوه بيه هواك قلبي يمشي وراك
يلي ماخذني مني منو مني خذااك
قلبي يتمنى يوصل يمك انت ويموت

Jay abaly as7a ka2any ma3ak ..

Saba7 el kheir habeeby..
Sabahak habeeby .. Wla sghyr dabdob wla .. Wla eshta2tello 3youny alby ely bedy akbar ma3o ..
Habeeby sghyry wlak fas3oon wla
Bahhhebbak bahebk bahebak mot w eshta2tellak w ana nayem
7lemt fyk embareh .. W ktir kan 7elo ..
7lemet al eno bedo2 bab el beyt bs bakon ana 3ayesh b seyara .. Baftah el baba bala2yk mebtesem b ghamaztak w 3younak 3m belma3o banzel w badommaaaakkkk badommaaaakkkk al betla3 men tizak cotton eno enta dob bas7a 3m badhak ..
Hehe ..
Bs s7yt .. W ma la2ytak
W la2yt 7aly wa7dy .. Sabahak ward :(
من يحب سيسأل .. غير ذلك لا أصدق شيء ..... نزار قباني 




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how can u sleep! w ana el nom hareb menny safar snyn .. 

So far i wrote u two things .. and here is my third .. i hope u feel t .. that is if u r actually checking this ..


بوقت من الليل..و بليل يرٌجف قلبي بضلوعه
مثل كل يوم بانتظر شمس الصباح عله تضوي في عيونه
انا اسهر احايل المنام و انت مثل الطفلة مغفية
انا اللي من تفارقنا ما غمضت لي عين و كل حلم في اي منام تزورينه و تقلبينه
انا اللي من اول نظرة وهبتك قلبي من شرايينه
و تركته معك امانة و طلبتك تحفظيها زين
ترى حفظ الأمانة دين..و واجب تردينه
و الحاجة تلف و تلف و يجي يوم بتوفي حتى تستوفين
بعد ليله شهر شهرين سنة او عشرة
اذا ما انتي بقد الكلام اللي تقولينه حرام استأمنك و ما توفينه
غبتي و ما عاد لك بينه..و انا اللي كنت احسبك عالهجران ما تقدرين
و بكون اول و اخر حب في حياتك و طول هذي السنين
كنت اتخليك لقلبي بتلهفين و يجن الحنين مثل ام لضنينه
و انموت لين عيني تحضن عنينك و في حضني تبكين
و اشوف بدمعتك حكيك و اعرفه قبل تحكينه
و اضمك و بالشوق اشفيك و من شفاهك اسحب من قلبك همومه
و تهربين مني لي و انا الحقك وين ما تروحين
تقولين روح عني , قلبي بايدينك بتكسرينه
و اقول اموت لو فعلت لا تهجريني قلبي بيدك خليته
لا تحاولين نصيبك هو نصيبي و بأمر ربي ما اسيبه
و انا ماني بناقصه يوم عني نفسك تبدين
و انا اللي بروحي حفظتك و غليتك اكثر من نفسي و عمري و سنينه
و اذا تبين تلهي بفرح ليلك فانا تهت لبكاك سنين
طموحي بس أجي و أظفر بشي تستحقينه
تدينته..حمعته..سرقته..مو مهم منين
او انك تطلبي من الله موتي و غلاك ما ارد غير بآمين
و ان كان خوفك من املاك و من ملايين تتركين
انا حتى فتات الخبزة اقسمها معك نصين
ترى انا ماني بمنتظر لحظة اسافر و قلبي تهجرين
أنـا مـالعبت عـلى الـحبلين وقت الطيش وسنينه
تـبين الـحين يـوم أني كبرت العب على الحبلين؟
حلاة العشق لو انوجد بنوجد ليوم الدين
و يكون الحب لآخر نفس ولعان بلهيبه
غرام يسكن الضلوع و يجن العاشق فيه مع حبيبه
كثار اللب قالوا بتترككك هديها
امانه لا تخليني صغير بعينهم تكفين
لأن كل ما فالو بتتركين اقول لا تتحكون باللي ما تعرفونه
ذهب على ذهب هي .. معدن و عالوجه الماس يريقه
عليك الله امانه فهميمه علميهم منهو المسكين
انا خايف لين طاح الجمل تكثر سكاكينه

وأنـا مـاعاد بـضلوعي مـكان لـطعنة الـسكين
و انا لو رحلت اهرب من ظلامك وين
كفاية من تفارقنا و انا ما غمضت لي عين
و اموت بقهري عليك و عحبنا و سنينه
تكفين ردي لي الروح انا بيدك قلبي حطيته
اعتذر و اعتذاري دين بقدي عمري اوفيه و بيوم الا بتستجيبين له


and no skype .. 
allah ysaberny

Monday, February 25, 2013

بخروجك من عالمي
خرجت الدنيا كلها من عيني
و عبثا احاول اعادتها و افشل 
i hope so...





ايام فى العمر مبتعديش نفضل فاكرينهاا سنين وسنين

مسافات وفراقناا مبينسيش مهما تمر الايام فاكرين

انا لسه عايشة علشان بحبك لو قادرة انسى انا مش هعيش

كان نفسى افضل طول عمرى جنبك وحياة هوانا متنسنيش

عايش معايا من يوم غيابك لو يوم نسيتك يا حبيبى اموت


Viviane mrad - ayyam
هدأت بعدك الأشياء حولي
و كأنها فقدت قدرة النطق و الحركة
فجاء المساء بلا مساء
و جاء الصباح بلا صباح
و جاء القمر بلا قمر
و الشمس بلا شمس
و الفرح بلا فرح
و الأيام بلا أيام
و العمر بلا عمر!!
اعشق يداي كثيرا..❤
لأنها لامست يداك ذات يوم..❤
و لأنها ترتدي ما يربطني بك حتى الموت..❤
W 3am bal3ab b 7abbeh b weshy w heh!
7ases b bo3dek waja3ek
Ma had beqarer yeb3ed an habybo ela lama y7es eno jad en2aza
W mayet aliky w mayet a bo3dek
Rana bs ana ba7ebek
W kol eshy momken yetsala7 bs law btehdy w btsafy albek shwy
Rana el zwaj betkhana2o w betza3alo ..la te7remy alby mennek
Ana 7ases 7aly b sa7ra tayeh..mafy ghyr 3awasef am takhodny w tjybny .. La may wla hawa wla eshy ..
Rana ana bedonek ma endy hayat .. Ana 3aref w 7ases fiky .. Rahny alay ma rh tekhsary yama nas et3lamo w ana amot wla akhaar hada zayyek .. B albek w hananek w hobbek w jamalek w shakhzytek w zakaky w 3younek w 3atfek ... Ana amot wla alhsar wjod hada hal ad zaky w lazez b 7ayaty .. Amot wla akhsar hobbek el ghaly .. Ma tro7y arjoky erja3y la alby w bs thky never .. Walah bastahalek walla
No .. I get it .. But i get 7obna akbr .. W i know we r meant to be .. W i know i can make u happy .. Jst bdl ma tkhly eshy saye2 wahad .. Shofy el million eshy helo ely wlna snyn ayahynhon ..
Ts nt gna wvr b a gb between us ..


And there's just no turning back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never
I will fight
I will fight 'til forever
To make it right
im not fucking up .. no rana .. im not .. wla anyone will fix my mistake coz radyt 3a tfeh w eno ma basharfek .. u shld gt .. eno enty .. must come back to me .. no one will get what bubu w tutti are but us .. but atleast ud see around the world .. people inlove .. never give up such a future :' .. they never do .. w i knew u .. i knew u aktr men 7alek .. keep sying ely bedek yah .. lw i didnt know u .. ma kan i made u fall for me .. w ma kan wahabtek 3omry .. i know u .. w i respect u bs i respect 7aly to reply taffeh w eno ma basharfek .. i respect 7aly too like u respect halek .. but im trying to put everything behind .. coz elmfrod
elna tlat snyn .. 3m benmot b ba3ed w en7eb ba3ed 7ob khorafy mesh la tkobby wara dahrek .. mesh r7 akhalyky tkoby heik .. ana adarek .. w men eday .. mesh r7 teflaty .. w fesh future bedony .. bamot wla bakhalyky to have a future without me rana .. i mean it .. literally .. w i didnt ask hada to fix my mistake .. i gt everything .. w its why i kept u safe no one gts bubu w tutti w no one wil relate to u .. sho mafy ghyrna lesbians bel 3alam .. enty 3omry .. bs tb3dy 3anny .. r7 tmawtyny b ma7aly men ur rejection .. plz unblock me .. w find a place n ur heart to leave everything behind .. w start over .. e7na 7obna akbbbaaaarrrr!!! KBIR AD EL DOB KBIR KTIR .. ma benrama heik .. eghfyry w saffy albek .. yama ghafarna .. w mesh r7 tsyr again toul ma ehtaramna ba3ed .. bs ma tlomyny enhenet w radyt .. ma bedy eshy ghyrek .. arjoky .. im on my knees .. right infront of u .. holding ur hand .. w looking up to u .. please .. i cre abt nthng .. bt abt hving u n my life .. plz .. dnt go w sty far mre .. 
rana..
ur breaking my heart by the second .. 
hal ad ! .. it didnt even touch u how desperate im getting for u .. 
hal ad ur being senseless .. afraid hada ye3raf !
wein ely ma bekhaf w ma behemmo hada .. w aslan i protected ur identity .. w deleted it zy ma bedek so ma wesel el video la hada .. w  still to u i screwed up .. bdl ma u think look how far shes going for me .. 
enty sho ! .. men sho albek .. w men sho e7sasek kan .. la ymot heik w ala2yky 7ajar .. 
fra2 b fra2 .. w b3dyn .. w la mata .. khls er7amy alby .. 
u block w unblock la tbhdely w thadedy .. w blck again .. 
rana ana one day kont et3a mnek .. w one day kont khatybtek .. w lw z3elty hala2 menny fee ktir eshya mni7a bteghfer la eshy mesh 7elo .. 
fee ktir eshya etsharakna fyha elmfrod tkon 3mlat eno enkon mesh sawa sar mosta7yl .. i dont know kif sama7tek zaman w olt la 7aly ely 3m ba2olek yah hala2
to find hada ktir 2asy ktir .. 
bokra btshofy rana .. ana adarek .. ely 3m terfody every second .. w 3m tkhly 7oby w 7anyny elek ywaje3ny .. 
enty sho .. 
nashaftyly dmo3y w sara2ty menny kol eshy .. w ur thinking of wht i got to lose ? .. u mean freedom family all of those .. 
i one day chose u over everything .. and since then .. losing u became the meaning to lose everything .. 
no life .. no future .. no freedom .. nothing means anything .. nothing matters .. when ur not here .. 
but u .. u go plan ur house w car ! 
2asyeh .. 

7anyny elek rh ye2tolny :'(
Weinek rana weinek.......
علموا المحبوب لا يرخص حبيبه
لأموت من الوله و هو السبايب
يالبايع اللي نسى الشاري
يالقاسي اللي ظلم طيب
تعبت أنا ، ذبلت أنا ، كل اللي فيني مات
مشاعري ، ولهفتي .. حتى شبابي مات

طال العنى وطال مشواري
وانت بعيد وحزني قريب
أرخصتني وأرخصت مقداري
والناس قامت فيني تعيب

ناري ياناري آه ياناري

هذا جزا منهو حبيب
خاب الرجا وخابت افكاري
شيبتني من قبل ماشيب
Ktir asweh heik ktir .. 
w sort me7tar heyye za3al .. wla heyye jad la2at 7ada .. wla heyye jad hal ad 7oba d3yf w nesyatny b eyyam w nesyat mosta2balna .. i mean el wa7ed bez3al benjere7 bs fee grief sa7 ? .. wein el grief ! .. w dayman bedek twrjy eno enty aweye .. ekhlas la 7ob taher mesh ghlt wla mistake .. ktir 3m te2sy w tzylyny .. w ana 7atyt tftek w ehantek wara dahry w rkdt waraky la2ny ba7ebek .. leh enty ma fiky ? .. leh tem7yny b heik soholeh ? .. leh tb3dyny b heik tary2a ? .. karamtek ? .. ma lamasty karamty b tftek w hkyek wla ana ma endy karameh coz ana bashof el sora el akbar .. bashof examples of real life .. kif nas besma7o ba3ed w henneh 7obhom no2ta b ba7erna .. wla is it about malaysia .. ? .. i know 7abytyny .. i know so .. w m sure kan 2awy .. w m not gna forget it .. bs leh 3m tshawhy sorto .. efta7y albek w sam7y .. bekaffy bo3od ..w bekafy 3azab .. ad ma olty its over .. w law u changed ur car .. w lw u bought a house .. w lw u thought u found someone else .. lw ayya eshy men ely b balek rana .. this .. this is never gonna b over .. ever .. wht we had is true .. so true that we let go of everything but not to let go of each other bel akher .. enty r7 tdly shamsy w 2amary .. w r7 tdlly da2et alby .. w r7 astanaky toul el 3omor .. read love in the time of cholera .. ud know ur my crowned goddess .. 

يومٌ مَا ســَ أكُونُ عَلىْ مَا يُرَامْ
فــَ لَا بُدَ مِنْ ذَلِكَ اليَومْ الذِيْ أفَارِقُ فيْهِ الحَيَاه
مش طبيعي شو بحبك
باسمك عمبضل مهلوس
عمبوعى بعز الليل 
بشوفك اذا عم تتنفس
و مطرح ما بتدعس شو بخاف يشدك دبوس مروس
و اللي بصيبك بالعين 
انشالله بعينو يتقوص
و اهههه لو بتعرف شو بحبك
اوعى تفارقني بربك
حتى ما اشتاقلك يوم
الله ياخدني قبلك
كلمة تقبرني اوعى تقول عالشفة
دخلك ما عندي غيرك يا نقطة ضعفي
و اه ه ه ه ه لو تعرف شو بحبك