U think one day ud see me w feel nothing?

U think one day ur gna b with someone msln w amor men odamek w albek ma ynot 3alay .. or msln eidy telmes eidek or t7esy b nafasy w ma tetnahady .. 

Ana albek w ro7ek w lahfetek..w lw 32lek bedo yekzeb 3a 7alo w yetnasa..ana rana alby w albek beyny w beyno w3ood .. e7na fee beyna eshy ma benwesef .. eshy 3l2ny fiky lal abad w had mesh ghoroor.. had tsdy2 eno 7obna eshy ktir kbir .. eshy mawsoo2 fyh eshy m2addar w 7a2ee2y ..

Law sho ma sar e7na m2adaryn .. mkhlo2yn men ba3ed w la nekhle2 menna banat 7ewleen .. adarna maktob w m2adar .. ba3raf za3laneh ..ba3ref m2hora w 7asseh albek dablan .. bs u know wrdet el 7ob eza 7a2e2eyeh ma btedbal w ana 3m brwyha b ekhlas ..w b wafa w b t2dyr w e7teram w metmasek fyha ktir .. bs bakhaf ashed ktir a2tolha w atrokha shwy t2om tekbar bedony ..

Ad ma olty ma bedek yany .. ad ma olty ma bt7ebyny .. ana skotek bafhamo w sotek befta7ly kol eshy ..ana enty w ana bamot fiky w mesh ader ever atkhyel b lahza a3ysh 3omry bedonek ..

Ana mesh maghroor..ana majnon 7ob .. mjnon b 7ob sade2..majnon fiky w majnon b 7obbek ely w 7mlto w 7lemet fyh yewsal la akher el 7dod w men honak nabe3 kol eshy b7kee ..

Majnon the most special woman to me .. who i fell for w drowned in .. 

I just wish shed b .. who i always  imagined her to be .. and our love would b to her how i saw t always .. and shed fall bk n my arms .. and have faith in me the ways shes supposed to tht i will b everything she want me to be w lw i wsnt allah y3azebny b ashad ma 3endo la2n wa2ta bakon 2adary nafakhto men beyn eday like a powder w did aghba eshy bel 3alam ..

Ana jad endy faith behez jbal b 7obna w fyna .. 

W mesh mtkhly an aghla ensan b hayaty ..

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