Kol youm w kol leileh k2no hala2 trkty r7 yetla3 alby mn m7alo

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Eshta2telek ktir..

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Imagine me singing this to u..

Najwa karam .. 7atta b a7lamak

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Our compatibility

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Our chinese zodiacs

Me..dragon

The key to the Dragon personality is that Dragons are the free spirits of the Zodiac. Conformation is a Dragon's curse. Rules and regulations are made for other people. Restrictions blow out the creative spark that is ready to flame into life. Dragons must be free and uninhibited. The Dragon is a beautiful creature, colorful and flamboyant. An extroverted bundle of energy, gifted and utterly irrepressible, everything Dragons do is on a grand scale - big ideas, ornate gestures, extreme ambitions. However, this behavior is natural and isn't meant for show. Because they are confident, fearless in the face of challenge, they are almost inevitably successful. Dragons usually make it to the top. However, Dragon people be aware of their natures. Too much enthusiasm can leave them tired and unfulfilled. Even though they are willing to aid when necessary, their pride can often impede them from accepting the same kind of help from others. Dragons' generous personalities give them the ability to attract friends, but they can be rather solitary people at heart. A Dragon's self-sufficiency can mean that he or she has no need for close bonds with other people.

Earth Dragons make great managers because they are practical, levelheaded and demonstrate a knack for organizing. They still have the need to dictate and be admired, but they are affable, congenial and supportive. Compared to other Dragons, Earth Dragons are less likely to breathe fire at the least irritation. They will work diligently to complete their life goals. The Earth element adds a greater portion of self-control to the Dragon's personality and usually the Earth Dragon is deserving of the respect he or she desires. These Dragons take their life and romantic responsibilities quite seriously.

You..rooster

Roosters are very loyal individuals. They do not like dishonesty or mockery of any sort. They are blunt, up front and honest people and expect those around them to be the same. Roosters are happiest when they are surrounded by others, at a party or just a social gathering. They even enjoy the spotlight and will exhibit their charisma and wit in a minute. This star quality can be overbearing, for a Rooster expects you to listen to him while he speaks and can become agitated if you don't. Roosters do have a tendency to brag about themselves and their achievements and demand an attentive audience when doing so.

Metal Roosters can come off as arrogant and stuck up at times. They need a cushion for that overextended ego and someone to make sure it stays inflated. They are reasonable people who seem to analyze every decision they make and every situation they find themselves in. They are standoffish at times and can let their aggression get in the way of a blossoming friendship or romance. These Roosters should take a breather from their egos long enough to really enjoy what they have to offer.

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Na2ezny alby aliky.. w meshta2lak mot .. broken hearted

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Weinek 3anny..

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I jst got out f ash3ara like tht time tetzakar .. I wish to hug u :'

Mareed :(

حبيبي ما تروحش بعيد يا حبيبي

انا عايزك جمبي حبيبي

قرب من قلبي حبيبي 

قربلي انااي

ليالي انا عشت معاك بخيالي ..

تعالي رنا

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Mareed
Ta3al domny m cold w ta3ban w dablan
Ta3al 7ebny mareed tutti w sokhon
W heik bedo 3abotak w albak w 7obak

I keep lsning to ayyam fr viviane mrad i told u abt t before i dnt knw f ur still checking aslan .. Bt i miss u so rana .. I miss u so much .. Life is dull and boring and black .. And i have no clue abt a thing without u .. I dnt knw enty kif 3aysheh .. Im qishing fr u evry sec .. Every sec .. Ba3sha2ek rana w rh amot w ma konty teijy w trfa3yny mn el ard .. Rh ajen aliky .. W 7azeen w mareed w akel hawa :'

sa7y mareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddd.

mareed tutti mareed :-' ( 

had barboor meash tear 

i hope u smiled .. 

Sabahak habeeby ..
Meshta2lak..

7abeeby..7abeeby..7abeeby..7abeeby..7abeebyy..bamot fik w eshta2telak ya ghaly..w jafak w hajrak dabe7ny w m3zebly alby ya ro7y w anfasy w da2et alby..

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في قلبي امرأة سحرها لا ينتهي

حبها لا يقدر بثمن

غاليتي هي غاليتي..

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Skype :' a dying hope again..

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U knw ..
Ba7ebek w saying ur name mkes me tke a deep breathe .. This type of breathe u feel t going through ur vains mking t live fr a second u feel the blood running n ur body nourishing with ur name ..
Ba7ebek ad el denya .. 7abeeby ..

ايسار - خليل ابو عبيد 

I feel t mot

هل عندك شك انك عمري و حياتي 

و باني من عينيك سرقت النار

و قمت بأكبر ثوراتي..

I miss u ktir

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D3yf .. D3yf ktir b ghyabek
Ma ba7es eny 3ayesh ghyr ma3ek ..
Alby benadyky .. 3youny btfatesh aliky ..
Eidy btelhaf la lamestek ..
Bedek tjanenyny ..
Eshta2tellak ..

كرامتك هي لي كثمرة على شجرة

ينظر اليها الناس و يطمعون الوصول اليها

لا استطيع ان اهمل بها كي لا تسقط من الشجرة

لذلك أعتني بها .. و اسقيها تواضعي..و هواؤها عزة نفسي..

Asef law baz3ejek ..
Bs bedy azkrek .. Eno .. Ana mestaneeky ..

:* to ur sweet hand and fingers wahed wahed ..

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U think one day ud see me w feel nothing?

U think one day ur gna b with someone msln w amor men odamek w albek ma ynot 3alay .. or msln eidy telmes eidek or t7esy b nafasy w ma tetnahady .. 

Ana albek w ro7ek w lahfetek..w lw 32lek bedo yekzeb 3a 7alo w yetnasa..ana rana alby w albek beyny w beyno w3ood .. e7na fee beyna eshy ma benwesef .. eshy 3l2ny fiky lal abad w had mesh ghoroor.. had tsdy2 eno 7obna eshy ktir kbir .. eshy mawsoo2 fyh eshy m2addar w 7a2ee2y ..

Law sho ma sar e7na m2adaryn .. mkhlo2yn men ba3ed w la nekhle2 menna banat 7ewleen .. adarna maktob w m2adar .. ba3raf za3laneh ..ba3ref m2hora w 7asseh albek dablan .. bs u know wrdet el 7ob eza 7a2e2eyeh ma btedbal w ana 3m brwyha b ekhlas ..w b wafa w b t2dyr w e7teram w metmasek fyha ktir .. bs bakhaf ashed ktir a2tolha w atrokha shwy t2om tekbar bedony ..

Ad ma olty ma bedek yany .. ad ma olty ma bt7ebyny .. ana skotek bafhamo w sotek befta7ly kol eshy ..ana enty w ana bamot fiky w mesh ader ever atkhyel b lahza a3ysh 3omry bedonek ..

Ana mesh maghroor..ana majnon 7ob .. mjnon b 7ob sade2..majnon fiky w majnon b 7obbek ely w 7mlto w 7lemet fyh yewsal la akher el 7dod w men honak nabe3 kol eshy b7kee ..

Majnon the most special woman to me .. who i fell for w drowned in .. 

I just wish shed b .. who i always  imagined her to be .. and our love would b to her how i saw t always .. and shed fall bk n my arms .. and have faith in me the ways shes supposed to tht i will b everything she want me to be w lw i wsnt allah y3azebny b ashad ma 3endo la2n wa2ta bakon 2adary nafakhto men beyn eday like a powder w did aghba eshy bel 3alam ..

Ana jad endy faith behez jbal b 7obna w fyna .. 

W mesh mtkhly an aghla ensan b hayaty ..

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Im confused..

A bit i hear people talking about pride w being clingy w people hating people who stick

W i am sticking

Another bit i see a movie on tv abt a guy who never forgot his true love w a woman whonaftr 5 yrs still wears something from him and i see its us..

Another bit i see how love s described online that its when one woman tkes over u and u see no one else n this world she steals u frm everything w evryone..and i know its how i feel..

Another bit i see yasmeens love w how bad shes hurting over my bro whons not feeling her w i see u w me now..

Another bit i hear a song tlking abt ta7addy el 3alam w i see how we were doin tht ..

Im hitting walls missing u w wanting u ..

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I keep thinking hw u said tke a break and rethink evrything
I know wht u want me to rethink
Is it my freedom or u
Is it tht i got used to u or i truely love u
Is it truely ur my last or momken guy
U told me all ur doubts
But i know rana q alby ma bekhon ana ely tlat snyn myet al ard ely btemshy aliha
W ely tlat snyn am bahareb el denya ma3ek la akon ma3ek enty w i think lama kan fee runaway ma kan fee freedom
Ely three yes sacrificing evrythjng fr u coz i love u
I know f u rly nvr came bk i wont b with a guy nor a girl ba eno specifically nt a guy coz i cn whenever bt choose nt to
I know nothing means anything without u and i knoq u hvnt chnged
I know 7obna kbir w ts why metmasek fyh la2n i know betkhata kol eshy
Ana eshta2tellek ktir ..
I wna marry u rana .. Now ..
We have alot to look for lots tht will erase t his and we shared alot tht beghfer eno enmare2 eshya beyna
Ktir ba7ebek w nefsy la albek trj3yny

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To ur sunshining eyes

Alby 3m bewaje3ny men jowa eshy bezyd bel lahza .. Ktir eshta2tellek

Dobb tiz m3afen tarekny :'

N my head ur with me with evry step ..
W ka2en el wa2t f bo3dek wa2ef ma byemshysh ..
W ka2enek konty ma3aya b3edty w b3dtyysh..
Ba7ebk .. Wa7shtynt

They say true love comes once n a lifetime .. How can i give up on something beijy once n a life time w lose hope on eshy m sure m2adarly
Eshta2telel w ba7ebek mot

Enty 3omry.. Meshta2lek ro7y
Raj3yly yaha plz

Ur my desert rose .. And i die with ur sweet intoxication of love ..
Ba7ebek

I wna drive and drive and drive and nvr stop till i gt to ur feet and kiss u

Eshta2telek mot .. Kolyoum fil kbir .. Plz ba3dee

i love you ..

Eshta2telek ktir ..

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khalas .. ro7y 3m tetla3 menny

ma7ro2 w lahyb aswetek wel3an feye w 7are2ny w atelny

r7 amot w enty mesh 7asseh malheye b hay w hadyk w plan hon w honak 

mesh 7aram aliky tlat snyn yro7o metl el 

metel esh i dnt knw 

khalas er7amyny .. kif 7ada be2sa heik w howe be7eb mot .. 

7ases sakakeen btkhazwez b alby sob7 w masa 

7ases anfasy ya dob bakhodha bedonek .. 3m te2tolyny .. 

allah beghfer w besmae7 w enty jabarotek w ghrorek w 3endek w tkaborek wein 7dodo 

wein 7dodek wein .. 

fahem karamtek .. fahem wallah fahem .. bs ana radyt leh enty mesh fahmeh 3m te2toly 7ob snyn 

3m te2toly 7ob wajah el donya .. wajah ktir .. aghany btel3ab 3a e7sasy ayya eshy 3m bekhlyny arka3 3a rokaby abky aliky 

ay eshy 3m behezny b ma7aly 3ayesh denya m3atmeh .. m3atmeh ktir .. w kont mfker bt7ebyny jad .. mfker albek besmae7 zy ma sama7tek .. 

ba3ref mara2tyly ktir .. bs had future w 7ob kif adreh tkhatetty la oddam bedony .. ma t2oly wsltek la hon w te7re2yny b zyadeh .. 

ma 7ad be7eb bewsal la hon w u tell me ana ma ba7ebek .. es2aly 7alek .. 3omry etmasaket fiky heik .. 3omry da3aset 3a kol eshy w kan hammy rjo3ek .. 

enty mesh et3a menny enty sorty ana w bo3dek 3any dabe7ny w tarekny 3m banzef rana . 3m banzef w enty weinek tdomyny like u always .. 

mesh 3m tro7y men baly la7za .. w malhof aliky kol sanyeh .. ktir rana 2syty ktir .. ktir .. ktir ktir .. 

3m te7komy 3ala alby el e3dam .. hay tlat snyn w plans w fights w everything .. w bentehy ana blocked w marmy .. mesh adreh t7eny la7za .. 

kif 7ob tlat snyn ma 3m beghfer la eshy sar ka raddet fe3el .. had 7obna .. had e7na .. had ayah w rana .. bubu w tutti .. had asad w taygoor .. 

hadol jowana w juliet .. had mosta2bal w 3yleh .. had 7ob snyn lal abad .. had kabar sawar .. kif .. kif adreh tshofy 7alek m3 ghyry .. kif adreh tshofy 7ayat ana mesh fyha .. 

ma 7ad bewasel 7abibo la hon .. ma 7ad law sho ma sar had 7ob kbir .. w specially eno radyt w especially eny da3es 3a karamty too w metmassek fiky .. 

u know enty zy esh .. enty zy ibrahim .. 3antar 3a shereen 7ob 7ayato .. w dalat terkod wara .. w tetraja yerja3elha w ysame7a .. w then .. bs se7y 3a 7obhom .. l2at btl fee aman 3a 7ada b asweto w hajro .. er7amyny .. ma ely ghyrek .. w bo3dek atelny 7abeeby atelny .. :" .. enough ! .. i beg u .. 

أمشي وأضحك يا رنا ..

مكابــــــــــــــــرةً ..

علٌي أخبي عن الناس إحتضاراتي ..

لا الناس تعرفُ ما أمري فتعذرني ..

ولا سبيل لديهم في مواساااتي .

Ely bedek yah jst come back .. Jst cme bk rh amot

Ta3ban .. W enta a3ed 3ayesh hayatak k2n zbaleh kanet m3ak three yrs w kabyta w khleset .. Rh amoot w enta takhod hr deep breathes b3id 3nny .. Mesh m32ol sho fiky asweh ma btefhm.w ghader la w3ood w mosta2bal .. Eza banatwk ghdrty fyhom q enhom yenwejdo .. W ma bedek azkorhom la tensyhom .. Ktir heik

I cried w slept !!!!

W BA3DYYYN RANA W BA3DYYNNN :@@@@@@ AM TETNASYNY. W TENSYNY LA MIN .. BEKAFFY 3AZAB BEKFY ERJA3Y .. Leh TWAJ3y albek w alby :'

ربي اني احببت عبدا من عبادك..فيسر لطاعتك و احفظه لي و اجعله رفيقي في الدنيا و الآخرة..

If you ever leave me, baby, 

Leave some morphine at my door 

'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication 

To realize what we used to have, 

We don't have it anymore. 

There's no religion that could save me 

No matter how long my knees are on the floor 

So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin' 

Will keep you by my side 

And keep you from walkin' out the door. 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 

If I lose you, baby 

There'll be no clear skies 

If I lose you, baby 

Just like the clouds 

My eyes will do the same if you walk away 

Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain 

I'll never be your mother's favorite 

Your daddy can't even look me in the eye 

Oooo if I was in their shoes, I'd be doin' the same thing 

Sayin' there goes my little girl 

Walkin' with that troublesome guy 

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand 

Oooo but little darlin' watch me change their minds 

Yea for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try 

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 

If that'll make you mine 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 

If I lose you, baby 

There'll be no clear skies 

If I lose you, baby 

Just like the clouds 

My eyes will do the same if you walk away 

Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain 

Oh don't just say, goodbye 

Don't just say, goodbye 

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding 

If that'll make it right 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 

If I lose you, baby 

And there'll be no clear skies 

If I lose you, baby 

And just like the clouds 

My eyes will do the same if you walk away 

Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

Laid in bed thinking ..
I cant stop replaying n my head how u danced w kept turning ur fface to the right .. W me drowning n ur hair thats touching my fce w ur perfume smell thats making melt..the feel of my hands on ur waist .. And the temprature of my body rising w my desire firing up..w how u turn bk to me w get ur face closer .. Lips touching bt nt kissing me..i try to kiss bs u pull back w tease .. W look awy with ur perfect profile w perfect curves ..i gt teased hw ur teasing me i put my hands around ur neck then slowly let my nails go downwarss on t to ur chest i gt ur full attention and i strt dancing back giving ur hump touches f my body .. Making u drown in me pull u to me make u smell the red apple but not taste t ..
I love and miss u

والله واحشني موت خاف بعدك اموت 

قلبي لومن حديد ذاب وانته بعيد

لو خسرتك حبيبي شلون احب من جديد 

وين القا وفا او احس بدفا 

ظلمه بعدك حياتي كل شي بيها اختفى

روحييمك حبيبي وبيدك اتمنى اموت 

والله واحشني موت خاف بعدك اموت

وينه ذاك الحنان يعني معقوله هان

ماخدعنا بعضنا الزمن بينا خان 

وينك انت وجيك واغفه ما بين اديك

لو شفتني حبيبي حالي يصعب عليك

خاف ابكي ودموعي بيها اغرق واموت

والله واحشني موت خاف بعدك اموت

ليلي بعدك طويل على البعد مالي حيل

تدري شوقي اللي بيه ينتهي مستحيل

شسوه بيه هواك قلبي يمشي وراك

يلي ماخذني مني منو مني خذااك

قلبي يتمنى يوصل يمك انت ويموت

Jay abaly as7a ka2any ma3ak ..

Saba7 el kheir habeeby..
Sabahak habeeby .. Wla sghyr dabdob wla .. Wla eshta2tello 3youny alby ely bedy akbar ma3o ..
Habeeby sghyry wlak fas3oon wla
Bahhhebbak bahebk bahebak mot w eshta2tellak w ana nayem
7lemt fyk embareh .. W ktir kan 7elo ..
7lemet al eno bedo2 bab el beyt bs bakon ana 3ayesh b seyara .. Baftah el baba bala2yk mebtesem b ghamaztak w 3younak 3m belma3o banzel w badommaaaakkkk badommaaaakkkk al betla3 men tizak cotton eno enta dob bas7a 3m badhak ..
Hehe ..
Bs s7yt .. W ma la2ytak
W la2yt 7aly wa7dy .. Sabahak ward :(

من يحب سيسأل .. غير ذلك لا أصدق شيء ..... نزار قباني 

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how can u sleep! w ana el nom hareb menny safar snyn .. 

So far i wrote u two things .. and here is my third .. i hope u feel t .. that is if u r actually checking this ..

بوقت من الليل..و بليل يرٌجف قلبي بضلوعه
مثل كل يوم بانتظر شمس الصباح عله تضوي في عيونه
انا اسهر احايل المنام و انت مثل الطفلة مغفية
انا اللي من تفارقنا ما غمضت لي عين و كل حلم في اي منام تزورينه و تقلبينه
انا اللي من اول نظرة وهبتك قلبي من شرايينه
و تركته معك امانة و طلبتك تحفظيها زين
ترى حفظ الأمانة دين..و واجب تردينه
و الحاجة تلف و تلف و يجي يوم بتوفي حتى تستوفين
بعد ليله شهر شهرين سنة او عشرة
اذا ما انتي بقد الكلام اللي تقولينه حرام استأمنك و ما توفينه
غبتي و ما عاد لك بينه..و انا اللي كنت احسبك عالهجران ما تقدرين
و بكون اول و اخر حب في حياتك و طول هذي السنين
كنت اتخليك لقلبي بتلهفين و يجن الحنين مثل ام لضنينه
و انموت لين عيني تحضن عنينك و في حضني تبكين
و اشوف بدمعتك حكيك و اعرفه قبل تحكينه
و اضمك و بالشوق اشفيك و من شفاهك اسحب من قلبك همومه
و تهربين مني لي و انا الحقك وين ما تروحين
تقولين روح عني , قلبي بايدينك بتكسرينه
و اقول اموت لو فعلت لا تهجريني قلبي بيدك خليته
لا تحاولين نصيبك هو نصيبي و بأمر ربي ما اسيبه
و انا ماني بناقصه يوم عني نفسك تبدين
و انا اللي بروحي حفظتك و غليتك اكثر من نفسي و عمري و سنينه
و اذا تبين تلهي بفرح ليلك فانا تهت لبكاك سنين
طموحي بس أجي و أظفر بشي تستحقينه
تدينته..حمعته..سرقته..مو مهم منين
او انك تطلبي من الله موتي و غلاك ما ارد غير بآمين
و ان كان خوفك من املاك و من ملايين تتركين
انا حتى فتات الخبزة اقسمها معك نصين
ترى انا ماني بمنتظر لحظة اسافر و قلبي تهجرين
أنـا مـالعبت عـلى الـحبلين وقت الطيش وسنينه
تـبين الـحين يـوم أني كبرت العب على الحبلين؟
حلاة العشق لو انوجد بنوجد ليوم الدين
و يكون الحب لآخر نفس ولعان بلهيبه
غرام يسكن الضلوع و يجن العاشق فيه مع حبيبه
كثار اللب قالوا بتترككك هديها
امانه لا تخليني صغير بعينهم تكفين
لأن كل ما فالو بتتركين اقول لا تتحكون باللي ما تعرفونه
ذهب على ذهب هي .. معدن و عالوجه الماس يريقه
عليك الله امانه فهميمه علميهم منهو المسكين
انا خايف لين طاح الجمل تكثر سكاكينه
وأنـا مـاعاد بـضلوعي مـكان لـطعنة الـسكين
و انا لو رحلت اهرب من ظلامك وين
كفاية من تفارقنا و انا ما غمضت لي عين
و اموت بقهري عليك و عحبنا و سنينه
تكفين ردي لي الروح انا بيدك قلبي حطيته
اعتذر و اعتذاري دين بقدي عمري اوفيه و بيوم الا بتستجيبين له

and no skype .. 

allah ysaberny

بخروجك من عالمي

خرجت الدنيا كلها من عيني

و عبثا احاول اعادتها و افشل 

i hope so...

ايام فى العمر مبتعديش نفضل فاكرينهاا سنين وسنين

مسافات وفراقناا مبينسيش مهما تمر الايام فاكرين

انا لسه عايشة علشان بحبك لو قادرة انسى انا مش هعيش

كان نفسى افضل طول عمرى جنبك وحياة هوانا متنسنيش

عايش معايا من يوم غيابك لو يوم نسيتك يا حبيبى اموت

Viviane mrad - ayyam

هدأت بعدك الأشياء حولي

و كأنها فقدت قدرة النطق و الحركة

فجاء المساء بلا مساء

و جاء الصباح بلا صباح

و جاء القمر بلا قمر

و الشمس بلا شمس

و الفرح بلا فرح

و الأيام بلا أيام

و العمر بلا عمر!!

اعشق يداي كثيرا..❤

لأنها لامست يداك ذات يوم..❤

و لأنها ترتدي ما يربطني بك حتى الموت..❤

W 3am bal3ab b 7abbeh b weshy w heh!

7ases b bo3dek waja3ek
Ma had beqarer yeb3ed an habybo ela lama y7es eno jad en2aza
W mayet aliky w mayet a bo3dek
Rana bs ana ba7ebek
W kol eshy momken yetsala7 bs law btehdy w btsafy albek shwy
Rana el zwaj betkhana2o w betza3alo ..la te7remy alby mennek
Ana 7ases 7aly b sa7ra tayeh..mafy ghyr 3awasef am takhodny w tjybny .. La may wla hawa wla eshy ..
Rana ana bedonek ma endy hayat .. Ana 3aref w 7ases fiky .. Rahny alay ma rh tekhsary yama nas et3lamo w ana amot wla akhaar hada zayyek .. B albek w hananek w hobbek w jamalek w shakhzytek w zakaky w 3younek w 3atfek ... Ana amot wla alhsar wjod hada hal ad zaky w lazez b 7ayaty .. Amot wla akhsar hobbek el ghaly .. Ma tro7y arjoky erja3y la alby w bs thky never .. Walah bastahalek walla

No .. I get it .. But i get 7obna akbr .. W i know we r meant to be .. W i know i can make u happy .. Jst bdl ma tkhly eshy saye2 wahad .. Shofy el million eshy helo ely wlna snyn ayahynhon ..
Ts nt gna wvr b a gb between us ..


And there's just no turning back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never
I will fight
I will fight 'til forever
To make it right

im not fucking up .. no rana .. im not .. wla anyone will fix my mistake coz radyt 3a tfeh w eno ma basharfek .. u shld gt .. eno enty .. must come back to me .. no one will get what bubu w tutti are but us .. but atleast ud see around the world .. people inlove .. never give up such a future :' .. they never do .. w i knew u .. i knew u aktr men 7alek .. keep sying ely bedek yah .. lw i didnt know u .. ma kan i made u fall for me .. w ma kan wahabtek 3omry .. i know u .. w i respect u bs i respect 7aly to reply taffeh w eno ma basharfek .. i respect 7aly too like u respect halek .. but im trying to put everything behind .. coz elmfrod

elna tlat snyn .. 3m benmot b ba3ed w en7eb ba3ed 7ob khorafy mesh la tkobby wara dahrek .. mesh r7 akhalyky tkoby heik .. ana adarek .. w men eday .. mesh r7 teflaty .. w fesh future bedony .. bamot wla bakhalyky to have a future without me rana .. i mean it .. literally .. w i didnt ask hada to fix my mistake .. i gt everything .. w its why i kept u safe no one gts bubu w tutti w no one wil relate to u .. sho mafy ghyrna lesbians bel 3alam .. enty 3omry .. bs tb3dy 3anny .. r7 tmawtyny b ma7aly men ur rejection .. plz unblock me .. w find a place n ur heart to leave everything behind .. w start over .. e7na 7obna akbbbaaaarrrr!!! KBIR AD EL DOB KBIR KTIR .. ma benrama heik .. eghfyry w saffy albek .. yama ghafarna .. w mesh r7 tsyr again toul ma ehtaramna ba3ed .. bs ma tlomyny enhenet w radyt .. ma bedy eshy ghyrek .. arjoky .. im on my knees .. right infront of u .. holding ur hand .. w looking up to u .. please .. i cre abt nthng .. bt abt hving u n my life .. plz .. dnt go w sty far mre .. 

rana..

ur breaking my heart by the second .. 

hal ad ! .. it didnt even touch u how desperate im getting for u .. 

hal ad ur being senseless .. afraid hada ye3raf !

wein ely ma bekhaf w ma behemmo hada .. w aslan i protected ur identity .. w deleted it zy ma bedek so ma wesel el video la hada .. w  still to u i screwed up .. bdl ma u think look how far shes going for me .. 

enty sho ! .. men sho albek .. w men sho e7sasek kan .. la ymot heik w ala2yky 7ajar .. 

fra2 b fra2 .. w b3dyn .. w la mata .. khls er7amy alby .. 

u block w unblock la tbhdely w thadedy .. w blck again .. 

rana ana one day kont et3a mnek .. w one day kont khatybtek .. w lw z3elty hala2 menny fee ktir eshya mni7a bteghfer la eshy mesh 7elo .. 

fee ktir eshya etsharakna fyha elmfrod tkon 3mlat eno enkon mesh sawa sar mosta7yl .. i dont know kif sama7tek zaman w olt la 7aly ely 3m ba2olek yah hala2

to find hada ktir 2asy ktir .. 

bokra btshofy rana .. ana adarek .. ely 3m terfody every second .. w 3m tkhly 7oby w 7anyny elek ywaje3ny .. 

enty sho .. 

nashaftyly dmo3y w sara2ty menny kol eshy .. w ur thinking of wht i got to lose ? .. u mean freedom family all of those .. 

i one day chose u over everything .. and since then .. losing u became the meaning to lose everything .. 

no life .. no future .. no freedom .. nothing means anything .. nothing matters .. when ur not here .. 

but u .. u go plan ur house w car ! 

2asyeh .. 

7anyny elek rh ye2tolny :'(
Weinek rana weinek.......

علموا المحبوب لا يرخص حبيبه

لأموت من الوله و هو السبايب

يالبايع اللي نسى الشاري

يالقاسي اللي ظلم طيب

تعبت أنا ، ذبلت أنا ، كل اللي فيني مات

مشاعري ، ولهفتي .. حتى شبابي مات

طال العنى وطال مشواري

وانت بعيد وحزني قريب

أرخصتني وأرخصت مقداري

والناس قامت فيني تعيب

ناري ياناري آه ياناري

هذا جزا منهو حبيب

خاب الرجا وخابت افكاري

شيبتني من قبل ماشيب

Ktir asweh heik ktir .. 

w sort me7tar heyye za3al .. wla heyye jad la2at 7ada .. wla heyye jad hal ad 7oba d3yf w nesyatny b eyyam w nesyat mosta2balna .. i mean el wa7ed bez3al benjere7 bs fee grief sa7 ? .. wein el grief ! .. w dayman bedek twrjy eno enty aweye .. ekhlas la 7ob taher mesh ghlt wla mistake .. ktir 3m te2sy w tzylyny .. w ana 7atyt tftek w ehantek wara dahry w rkdt waraky la2ny ba7ebek .. leh enty ma fiky ? .. leh tem7yny b heik soholeh ? .. leh tb3dyny b heik tary2a ? .. karamtek ? .. ma lamasty karamty b tftek w hkyek wla ana ma endy karameh coz ana bashof el sora el akbar .. bashof examples of real life .. kif nas besma7o ba3ed w henneh 7obhom no2ta b ba7erna .. wla is it about malaysia .. ? .. i know 7abytyny .. i know so .. w m sure kan 2awy .. w m not gna forget it .. bs leh 3m tshawhy sorto .. efta7y albek w sam7y .. bekaffy bo3od ..w bekafy 3azab .. ad ma olty its over .. w law u changed ur car .. w lw u bought a house .. w lw u thought u found someone else .. lw ayya eshy men ely b balek rana .. this .. this is never gonna b over .. ever .. wht we had is true .. so true that we let go of everything but not to let go of each other bel akher .. enty r7 tdly shamsy w 2amary .. w r7 tdlly da2et alby .. w r7 astanaky toul el 3omor .. read love in the time of cholera .. ud know ur my crowned goddess .. 

يومٌ مَا ســَ أكُونُ عَلىْ مَا يُرَامْ

فــَ لَا بُدَ مِنْ ذَلِكَ اليَومْ الذِيْ أفَارِقُ فيْهِ الحَيَاه

مش طبيعي شو بحبك

باسمك عمبضل مهلوس

عمبوعى بعز الليل 

بشوفك اذا عم تتنفس

و مطرح ما بتدعس شو بخاف يشدك دبوس مروس

و اللي بصيبك بالعين 

انشالله بعينو يتقوص

و اهههه لو بتعرف شو بحبك

اوعى تفارقني بربك

حتى ما اشتاقلك يوم

الله ياخدني قبلك

كلمة تقبرني اوعى تقول عالشفة

دخلك ما عندي غيرك يا نقطة ضعفي

و اه ه ه ه ه لو تعرف شو بحبك

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKHEvuTg1kY

Goodbye rana

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stop trying. you need to realise that its over. ur only wasting your time. i dont want u to call me nor think of me. i got ur last fucked up words and had enough from them. ya ya replying me w khara. anyway. get it. we r done.

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Ur sleeping..

I miss u..

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كيف السبيل الى وصالك دلني؟...فان قلبي في آخر انفاسه..و لست انت بداري

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Am i gna evr find u on skype..

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Ro7ty w ro7y fiky .. Erja3y la 7abybtek ..w rodyla el ro7..

We see the same sky w stars w moon

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Men 3ez el nom btesro2ny

Behrob la b3yd btsba2ny..

Ya 7obby sert b akher ard

3am bemshy w temshy feye el ard

Waynak w ana 3m el7a2ak!

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Malysh ba3dak balash bo3dak..ya hagerny..

W leh ya 7abeeby tensanh wleh btezlemny..

Asybak la2a ma2darsh asybak 

Alef el donya alashan 3enyk

Ados fe el nar ashan bs agybak

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Now ur walking to somewhr..imagine that..what if kol nesa2 el 3alam..la2ytyhom walking towards u..w want u..w rdy fr u..then between those faces u see me standing at that point..my face..my smile..my hair..my body..my pride..my dig ity..my confidence..my attidue..my personality..standing while all women go for u..tell me..when u see them..and then see me..tell me w ma tkazby 3a albek..w ma tkhony alby..tell me..min r7 ydo2 albek elo..w men r7 teltehfy alih..w min r7 tkon ayah ba3dy..law sho mahkyty..eno words or wtevr..i chnged but i replied ur words..lw sho ma hakyty..ana 7abybt albek..w law sho ma 7akyty..w kazabty 3a 7alek.."ana 2adarK w nasybak..w nasybak haysybak..ma tmayel ya 7abeeby w ma tza3alsh 7abybak" .. sa7? Mesh heik sama3tny?..wla ana hal adkont ghltan b nazerty lally beyna..w b 7obbek ely..z3laneh radyt ya ro7y?..tb ya alby wla law hada taf w ally elyoltee wla la ma7yto men 3a wejh el ard..mesh bs radyt heik..la 3a2el wla 2alb r7 y2ayed bo3dek..wla albek ely ghmrto b 7anany w 7obby w td7yaty r7 ykhony..wla 32lek ely aqna3to b kol eshy fyny w ghyrt 7aly 3ashan imago 3anny r7 ykhony rana..ma t3zby 7alek w t3zbyny..i hope m right..bezen allah i am

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تتحول عقارب الساعة في غيابك الى عقارب حقيقية

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حبيتك انا  ضل اتذكر هالكلمات  حبيتك انا  مش حلوة منك بالذات  اتعذب انا  لاني انا  مافي شيلك لحظات من قلبي انا يا قلبي انا لا تنسى دموع الليلات  ..... اه لوين عم تاخد عمري مني  انا كيف من بعدك فيي غني اه يا ريت كل ما رح تحكي عني  تتذكر اني حبيتك انا  ضل اتذكر هالكلمات حبيتك انا مش حلوة منك بالذات  اتعذب انا  لاني انا ما في شيلك لحظات من قلبي انا  يا قلبي انا  لاتنسى دموع الليلات  حبيتك انا  ..... حسيتك امان  والقلب احتار حبيتك حنان متلو بعد ما صار  ضيعني الزمان بليل الحرمان ضيعني المكان  والي كان قلبو نار  بردان قلبي فيك  والليل سهران  عذاب بكفي انا قلبي كتير تعبان انا عنك يا عيني على قسوة عيني على قلبي  الي سلم حياتو بايديك انا عتبي يا عتبي انا

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Mestanyky toul el 3omor..w ad ma ba3adty w ad ma ro7ty w harabty..masyrek t7enny w masyrek tefhamy..eno ana 2adarek w enty nasyby..w mesh r3 a3ysh 7ayat enty mesh fyha..bekaffy rana..dnt waste mre time..enough 3azab..ill b al blog..ba7ebek

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U blocked me on facebook..whatsapp..u ignore my blog..my rose u reject..i pour my heart out for u..and u step on it and move on..will let u go rana..nvrexpected ud leave coz i replied ur insults..but hr s wht u wanted w kept telling me s wht i want sa7..i held on to u..this is my max..after ma entaf 3alay w en2ally ma basharfek..this is my max when u tell me to let go after all this..when i c u trying t all to block me..w u let go f three yrs b leileh..

Ana rana ba7ebek..

W mesh r7 a2zylek albek zyek w asawyky b eshya w b nas skhyfeh..

Deiry balek 3a 7alek mni7..

W r7 akhtefy rana w let u go..enty 7ada ma 3omro 7bny w for sure now..ma be7ebny  either..

Hope a reply to ur bad words ws worth t..

Lsn to samozain - hate3raf

Goodbye back rana .. will disappear

Ba7ebek..w this kills me..bt u..u feel nothing..u nvrloved me..

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Ma 7ad heik bekon fee b albu darret 7ob..

Ma 7ad hal ad sahel yby3 bekon 3omro addar..

Ma 7ad hal ad metkaber 3omro shaf mosawa..

Ma 7ad hal ad be2sa 3omro 3eref sho y3ny 7enneye..

Word left no place?,,u mean my replies left no place!..mabsota b s7abek w saharek w tl3atek..w like before..ensyty ur fairytale coming true..or u wnt t m3 hada tany..bedek wlad m3 someone else..bedek zawaj m3 7ada tany?..ekhs aliky..ksrtyly alby..w akid u blame w say i got u hr..bt no rana i ddnt..im holding on..m giving u my hand..altho ana radyt..we both lost t..we cn come clean..bt u..u simply have no love anymre..u love urself wy more..w had a2sa eshy b ay relation..tby3y 7abybek b leileh w do7aha..aya 7ob u loved me?..aya..god..i dnt knw wht to sy anymre..nthng to sy nthng..mennek la allah..w thnk who tkes my place fr me..shes gna do me a huge favor showing u wht u lost..fr wht?..a pride eno u said nthng when enty blshty bl ghlt..fr wht? A 3yb i fixed fr u?..fr..god..nl point no poknt..ur gone w ur nt looking bk ur nt evn reading ur 

U rejected me after i replied eno ma basharfek..

Ill shut up..

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Aswa2 sho3oor bl 3alam..w asa w a2za sho3oor..to gt rejected by ur lover..to love who doesnt wna love u or does love u..

U see the world as a black hole..a pain from deep within ur heart wna cut u into pieces..ghassa la nafas n wla out..btmot mn jowa..men jowa..w.. :'

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7aram aliky 7aram..fee 7ad b hal asweh l2n enrad a ehanato..fee had betrok 3eshret snyn w 7ob..ayya 7ob w ayya 7abyb be2ol la 7abybo let go..w 3m bdghat 3a karamty w eny ma basharfek w look at the greater thing w u ask me to let go?!

Ya allah saberny..w e7myha..w sa3edny w ehdyha..ra7 el 7ob b sawany we both lost t n..w still ad ma shayeftny ma bastahel i wsnt allowed to even reply..3aysheh 7ayata w ana mayet aliha..bet2oly let go w i go aftr anything f her smell..im sorry?..leh sorry rana..enek mesh raj3a w r7 tkony m3ynlal abad..eno bedek ghry?..eno bedek ur lifestyle?..eno bedek tghlaty w ma ynghlat fiky?..enek nsytyny b youm w leileh rana?..sorry eno mfy m7l trj3y?..leh cz jawabtek?..coz eza jwbtek ma bshrfek?..m pouring my heart out for u here i dnt knw f u even read..bs 7ada heik albu ghaddar ja7ood 2asy..kuf bedo yeqra2 heik eshy w y7esso..i forggave everything from u..and u..u left cz i replied u..

3meltyly sadmeh b 7ayaty we7yat allah..m drowning n my tears evrydy falling mre..

Allah yehdyky..2al a heart beat 2al..w enty albek ghadar nesy tlat snyn b lahza coz we lost g fr a sec..i hope evetyone w everything around u u chose s worth t rana..w no ts not respect rana..u fnt knw wht s to respect tlat snyn 7ob w te3zory l7za we lost t both in..ts not fignity w enty d3sty 3a mine zaman w sm7t ek w ghltet b urs w etghyrt bs eno askot w enty 3m ettofy w te7kyly fuck the hell off w fokky w ma basharfek?..whr m holding on..ktir asyeh ktir..ktir..i knew u aktr mn ayya shakhes..w addartek aktr 7ada evr..i did evr..no point..i love u..3m betkhony albek w alby :'(

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hi, i missed called to check if ur line is open..i got the flower..thank you..and the note..im sorry..ur words left no room for me to get back..pls let go..rana

rana..u got me shut..all this time all this blocking..all this coz i replied tftek w hakyek..i replied ur bad words and i got dumbed like nothing..fee 7ad b hal asweh? b hal jabaroot?..fee 7ad!..w2ftyly alby..

fuk fuk..wht did i do..i got heart beats w closed..wtf!!!!!!!...

i hope it did beat...♡♥♡♥♡♥


بقطفلك بس هالمره
هالمره بس عابكره
عابكره بس شي زهرة
شي زهرة حمرا و بس

و لا بدي شي بعد
الا داريك
و بيتي بصير وعد لما بحاكيك
يا ويل عيوني
كيف بتندهلك
متل المجنونة و بتصير تقلك

بقطفلك بس هالمرة
هالمرة بس عابكره
عابكره بس  شي زهرة
شي زهرة حمرا و بس


   

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Jst woke up wondering..is t gna beat?

Another night of dying hope on skype..

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Ba7ebak bubu..

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www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSgnf-tBN9s

Fading of the day
as night takes over
and I can almost feel
you here

Your memory remains
I breath it closer
I swear that I still feel you near

The cool wind is taking over
it's taking over

So far away
you're gone so long
ohh and I'm waiting

Till that day
I take you home
know that I'm waiting
know that I'm waiting
know that I'm waiting

Haunted by your grace
you know I'm falling
so cool without you
always in my mind
I hear you calling

Haunted by your grace
the beauty of falling (falling)
it echoes through my days
I still hear you calling
you calling me

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Im mad and burning..im mad rana mad..IM FUKIN MAD

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U knw..i dreamt about gay bars and so..enek mesh sayneh el ghybeh w mesh m7termeh this w doing  everything u want..gays bars sahar harry guys smoking .. everything ..and then i come to u..i say hey..u say hey..i say kefek..u say i dont know who u r..i say rana ts me wt r u doing n a gay bar no one comes hr ela eza am befatesh 3a eshy..bedek ghyry?..u say i dont know who u r..

M mad .. angry .. burning ..maza3tyly alby! 

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I slept..w dreamt f u..

M mad at u men el dream..bs i miss u ..

:* hw bad i wna kiss ur eyes

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How far am i going..u say ma basharfek w gt mad at my reply..

W im kissing shirts socks anything thts men rey7tek..

Allah yehdyky..im keeping my promise to hold on mre thn evr..and m hurting by evry sec f ignorance..yet knowing atleast i did t erase 7ob tlat snyn b leileh coz u replied an insult..did i scare u b malaysiaeno ts nt nice..or did u rly fall out f love..coz i cnt believe lama etoofy w t2oly ma basharfek u dnt expecf an jnsult ashartalaf mra akbar..w i cnt believe..u strted each w call me ana ma basharfek w i cnt believe how all f this truely shows ma basharfek coz m nt even allowed to reply ur dirty tlk or so..w u say i tlked dirty..i cnt believe hw u left..nt checking this blog..nt sying a word like i ws nthng to u..like three yrs f bullshit..why!..coz bs olth mostabedeh radyt..w bs olteh nekdeh radyt..w bs olty fuck the hell off radyt..w bs olty fokky radyt..w bs olty tfeh w ma basharfek radyt..i cnt believe kif bedek yanh akon 7ada benhan w beskot..wbentaf alih w be 2alo ma btesharefny w beskot w be2ol sorry..m not sorry..wla evr will be..coz ana ma be taf alay..w ana ma ben2aly fuck the hell off wla fokky wla eshy..w as much as m holding on as much as im trying to seperate..w i know right now it seems like bullshit..cz u left w m the one hr crying ovr u..w i know t looks like m full f tlk..bs ill nvr b hada benghalat fyh w beskot..but m nt gna end us here..coz u chnged w i chnged w there is something greater tht forbis us to hurt ba3ed..something ur nt aware of anymore or something u dnt feel anymore..i dnt knw..bt i know ill wait w hold on..may e we can put things behind us w go sawa t8o eshy btr tht we both deserve..i know ana min w i know sho ana w lw u said t i knw coz wskhna bel 7aky..or mybe m mking excuses fr my dignity i dnt knw..

All i know s tht i love you so very very much..life sux without u..w we planned a nice future ahead of us we both should fear losing..both should wtch out to keep w protect..w all i know eno madedlek eidy mfto7a la7aly..w mestany t7otyha b eidy..i know rana kif 7abytyny w lw i evr saw t right..then u miss me as much as i miss u bs mesh 3aref weinek 3an 7abybtek..

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kz4VNmzTFQo

So look at me now ..
changed fb .. defeat all ODDs Rana ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kz4VNmzTFQo

Eshta2telak..eshta2telly?

Ba3ref mesh r7 bt2elly..tayeb ana 3m ellak eshta2tellak..eshta2tellak..eshtawtelllakkkk...

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I changed my number today..didnt get a new one yet but canceled the one i have..mama fought with orange..i dont think u want the new one when i get it aslan u dnt evn chk on me..love u rana..emseky eidy..

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Haunting my body , soul and mind.. i miss u mot :'(

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على مين بتقول ناسينى وان حبى هان عليك

طب هات عينك فى عينى وقولى مين فى الدنيا ليك

هو مزاج عندك تعذبنى ليه بتتعب قلبى معاك

خد بالك لو عندك طول انا ممكن ازهق وانساك

قال يعنى فى بعادى مرتاح وده العادى

مبلاش كلام فاضى وكفاية عند انا هستناك

بتقول هتنسانى ما تقول كلام تانى يا سنينى

وزمانى وكل ثانية فى عمرى معاك

يا حبيبى الدنيا اسهل وانت بتصعبها ليه

تبعد ليه ما الطيب احسن ولا رايك انت ايه

كل يومين تطلعلى بحكاية اهدا وكفاية ده

انا خايف على نفسك منك ارجع واعقل زى زمان

اخبرني يا حبيبي اذا جن الحنين ،اي بلسم غير لقياك يداوي فؤادي

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Another dying hope on skype tonight..for t to wake again tmrw..

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كيف أنجو من الموت بنفسي .....والعمر ياسيدتي أنت ؟

وأي الأعذار اذا ماغادرتك .. أسوقها لقلبي ؟

وأي الخناجر اذا ماغدرتك .. سأغرسها في ظهري ؟

الى متى ياسيدتى أيقى هنا؟؟

اناغى اطفالى فى دفاتر الخيالألاعبهم بحب

واسقيهم رحيق ربيعىوأراهم يكبرون امامى كالوهم

يتضخمون بى كالورم

ويتلاشون كلما اغلقت الدفاتر كالسراب

ولايبقى منهم فى عالمى شىء......ولاتأتى!!

منذ البارحة وانا أشعر أن في داخلي طفلة في الخامسة من عمرها تستند على جدار الليل وتنتحب بيُتم وهلع !

مزقني نحيب الطفلة !